a killer speaks

The Virginia Tech gunman (Cho Seung-Hui) who killed 33 people including himself last Monday morning in Blacksburg. This 23 year old Korean sent videos to NBC News an hour and 45 minutes before his first gunshot…showing off his rants against the rich and unpecified enemies. Among his statements:

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• You have vandalized my heart, raped my soul and torched my conscience. You thought it was one pathetic boy’s life you were extinguishing. Thanks to you, I die like Jesus Christ, to inspire generations of the weak and the defenseless people. (hmm what about die like Satan?!)

• Do you know what it feels to be spit on your face and to have trash shoved down your throat? Do you know what it feels like to dig your own grave? Do you know what it feels like to have throat slashed from ear to ear? Do you know what it feels like to be torched alive? Do you know what it feels like to be humiliated and be impaled upon on a cross? And left to bleed to death for your amusement? You have never felt a single ounce of pain your whole life. Did you want to inject as much misery in our lives as you can just because you can?

• You had everything you wanted. Your Mercedes wasn’t enough, you brats. Your golden necklaces weren’t enough, you snobs. Your trust fund wasn’t enough. Your vodka and Cognac weren’t enough. All your debaucheries weren’t enough. Those weren’t enough to fulfill your hedonistic needs. You had everything.

this incident called my attention, im even more worried about the effect of this to some potential gunmen out there. whats even more surprising is when this kiddo thinks that the other incidents of school shootout show heroic acts of those young criminals, some sort of sacrificial move. when i look at that image i saw heedless, inconsiderate, freak teenager who just wanted to get some attention he would never had. however the damage he made by killing 32 innocent people is so inhumane and ruthless, why didn’t he just asphyxiate himself in one corner and leave his suicidal videos after? how many people might be considering doing such disturbing act because of their so called “uncontrollable release of madness?” killing himself, is his way of escaping to this entire mess, i think his mind had crossed the limit but couldnt take it and his apperception immediately breaks down.

sa tingen ko, isa tong malakeng kahibangan, cuz loneliness can make us crazy sometimes.

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